Hasta la victoria siempre

I feel tired..........maybe mentally, I don't know.

These days I feel like a walking copse.=.=|||

What am I doing and what should I do, and most important, WHAT CAN I DO?

I really have no idea. That's the worst part.

That really makes my depressed.

Could it be said that I'm either fatiqued or musty? But I don't like neither of them.

Grandma I really don't want talk to you because I'm troubly upset now.

You must can't understand my confusion.

And you know what? You push pressure again and again to me that I can't stand!

I don't mind knowing any new 'male' friends but not for you, not for anyone, just for myself ! OK?

Who knows that former boss said "Why don't you try to find a long-term meal ticket" when I came back to cram school, and I really feel distressed....

I don't want to be that one and actually, I never so much as be anyone's girlfriend.

That's neither a shame nor a pity. That's just a case, OK?

I have too much to worry and too much to think. I feel exhausted.

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Now the only thing I'm concerned about is my future.

And I still have no idea about that!

Can you just leave me alone although I really need someone to give me advice - not about MAKING FRIENDS,

Damn! What am I doing now?????????????=.=