Hasta la victoria siempre

This time, it's really time to say goodbye.





I received Ori's phonecall just one hour ago. I'm so surprised that I can not say anyting. There is one more thing I'm more surprised. He said that he is going to leave Taiwan tomorrow and will never come back again. His company went bankrupt and he even did not get his salary last month. I asked him why he leaves so hurry. He said because he can not get any salary here, if he continues staying here it's just kind of wasting time. He just knew he was fired last week and busy to pick up all his stuff.


I said, "You should tell me earlier because I came back to Taichung last weekend...."
The truth is, I don't think if you really want to see me, you won't tell me this until now.


Actually it's worthless because he is already not my "somebody". We haven't seen each other more than half a year and I don't think he really thinks of me somehow. So his staying or leaving shouldn't affect me anyway, but the truth is -- I can't stop crying when I hung up the phone. Past memory start sto surge me and it let my heart really painful. Suddenly I want to go back to Taichung and have a look at him, but then I stop my crazy behavior.


Does he really deserve my care with all my heart? After all, he chose to leave me and hurt me so much. It won't change anything, no matter what I do.


I'm very sorry for his situation and I'll always bless him. Otherwise, it's useless to talk too much.


Just----------Why  my heart feels so painful now?


Dry my tears. I know I need to become brave and tough. I still can live happily without you. 


Goodbye and take good care-------it's the last time.





"You made my life. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. 

P.S. I will always love you"

said by Gerry, from the movie "P.S I love you"